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1. Where did 4AM come from? Last time I looked at the clock it was 1.
2. Five daysssss!
3. I fucking KNEW this shit would start again. And the fact that he just proved me absolutely correct is just really…pathetic and disappointing.
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I realized a few days ago,
That by scheduling this trip to Kansas (that I’m super excited about btw) the way I did, it’s pretty much a sure thing now that I will never see you again. You’ll graduate and join the Army and hopefully nothing happens to you.
Of course it would only be fitting that the one reason I won’t be making a trip down there is also why the time has come for me to finally trust myself around you.
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soul soul: Today, I found myself thinking about long-distance relationships. Some...
Today, I found myself thinking about long-distance relationships. Some people think it is a waste of time because they can’t stand being “tied down” without the physical aspect of the relationship, which is normal. But, with that said, I think long distance relationships are more genuine than…
I can now say, from experience, that I have to agree with this whole thing. Completely.
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16.
I think today was the first day it really, and I mean really, hit me how much I can’t wait for you to get here. I mean, it’s been this way…mostly. But today, I dunno, I just…I’m restless.
I’m not planning on getting dramatic about it. More so because I don’t really have the ability to explain it well enough do it justice.
16 days.
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This isn’t a 365 anymore.
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Day 65-March 6th, 2010
It was a longggg day. I taught a ton of lessons, scheduled a tattoo appointment (eee!), got really excited about some purchased airline tickets (eeee!), had to drive my brother to work, go back to work, pick him up…oi.
And my sister almost blew the whole thing. I’m still mad at her.
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Day 63-March 4th, 2010
I missed my eyebrows. Hello, I have eyes again.
Today’s rehearsal: We’re playing this piece by Janacek which sounds amazing, but the cello part is insane. Hey Treble clef, take it easy please. There’s definitely stuff to work on. But Tom (the principal cellist) told me that he thought I was a stronger player than Olivia and that I should probably be sitting up next to him. That kind of made my day. I play better sitting next to Tom. And Olivia’s kind of awkward. I’m not a fan.
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Day 62-March 3rd, 2010
I’ve had one of those asshole headaches I get today, so I didn’t really do a whole lot. Which is a shame because my room is a mess and that music right there, it’s weird, and I have to look at it. It’s one of those passages that seems impossible. Doesn’t help that the tempo’s set at like five million.
Anyone want to come help me clean? No? Didn’t think so… :(
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Day 61-March 2nd, 2010
So I’m excited that we’re finally into my birth month…and Kyle’s…and Josh’s. Weird because I <3 them both so much and I’m they’re all exactly three days apart with me in the middle.
It’s been a long day and I’m tired. But my room smells good because I finally replaced the plug in cartridge, I got my vodka, I got new shoes and a DVD and took home $310 today because it’s the first week of the month. HELLO NEW TATTOO.
